how about posting your chart?

Man, I thought I was going to have to just pack it all in... yeah from 7/7/7, that was maybe the last time I got out. did u see the rut in truth b4???
that's how stuck in one i've been. Saturn's in the first conjunct my ascendant in Virgo...I've just been reading about the "early riser" syndrome. We have to let go of the forward movemant and accept that we won't reap our fuller rewards til later in our thirties after - sorry- slow perservering work. typical. yup, totally stuck... and taurean stubborness really kicking in too, just to help keep me there. I'm researching more in2 my whole chart from depths of isolation and depression. But am on-line at home for the 1st time!! I'm a Reiki/ Seichim healer though and have been sending symbols and energy into my chart and chanting loads of Maha-mantra. Will set up a field to help that aspect of yours too if u like... just give the psychic nod to activate... its pretty non-linear anyway, so you'll be getting it b4 u read this in a way. i guess we have to accept the need for discipline and service... I should get a job!! Been in so much trauma...lots of pluto contacts..haven't had one in years. Accept the restriction and that we have to tackle the long haul up the old mountain... oi vay...I h8 it. but if I say that I feel daggers in my heart so i'll just keep affirming my love and gratitiude for the whole damn lot of it... what do we need to do to balance it all; u know properly, grow up and all that.? U have my compassion tho, its doing my head in too. Saturn u bastard... let me know how u do, m8...